Friday, November 26, 2004

i feel so shit up!
i just don't get it.
when is it going to stop?
i'm not some rolly polly to be pushed around.
maybe i just don't know myself.
my brain is in such a turmoil.
i don't know what to think anymore.
what happened?
i don't get it.
i need to get out..
scream yell whatever.
i need to find my confident.
alone? lost? confuse?
give me a word that expresses all 3.
sick and tired of school.
i need a holiday.
just to get away from here. sigh.
get away from everything.
maybe i should find GOD.
prayers. it'll help.
can't put up with all these shit going on
all by myself.

{ tear my heart open }
11:46 pm

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CHERYL :D
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Scars - Papa Roach

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